How does one become a Narcissist! Its lack of Love.
“Love is not important and even a shoe if you see it again and again you will start loving it.” These are the words Janki has used to train Rosh who in turn in her programming has never expressed love and kind words, bought me a gift or even a vase or anything for the house in the entire duration of the marriage yet at the same time acts entitled exactly as her mother.
Janki is an Orphan never experiencing love in her household and herself suffering from Childhood trauma and abandoned issues, upon her own marriage remained deeply insecure and as her means of survival became a conquest of total domination for control over others by any means, not knowing others boundaries or respecting them, she went on a trail of terror, abuse and causing emotional trauma in others life for her selfish self centered reasons, she lied, manipulated, argued, threatened and even went as far as deploying voodoo dolls, gayuma black magic over others, projecting fear physic attacks for this power and control as it was the only way for her to feel secure.
The Butani household is one without love, fake pictures of smiling faces taken on occasions and occasions are the time for comparison to show to others, yes we are also normal people, the crowd chasing and pleasing behavior just to keep up with jones, a double faced life of fakes but the realities at home totally different.
When the Butani’s related family members came from India came to work in Angeles City, Where Mr Butani ran a electrical shop and with residence upstairs on the first floor, she picked bones with them too and made many conflicts destroying Mr Butani ambitions to expand his business and what he had envisioned for his career.
In a recent episode which stated off this whole conflict in my own family was when she visited us in Malaysia for six months and while cooking food for Mr Butani, she looked around my house and said “He should have done it better!”. This shook me to the core, here is a woman who holds deep resentment for her husband who is aged 81 and herself at 77. I told Rosh, I do not accept such behavior and she uttering these words while cooking food for him is the poison which had made him sick all along.
Her daughters both love for their persons were unaccepted, the younger one ran away, while the second one was trauma bonded and controlled right up to this day, today, Janki still doesn’t the consequences of her actions, she has abused everyone in the family and manipulated everyone into submission and the buck for that stops right here.
I do not take anyone interferences into my life, my family life and obstructions of ones free will, which is everyone’s god given right easily, Today She wants to break my own family and destroy the happiness of my children by now picking bones and using her daughter who in turn is systematically using my kids for money and house baseless claims.
This janki family household was full of drama and conflict all along.
Basic Facts.
1) The father side of the family, Butani’s are looked down. (Same Here)
2) Younger Daughter Aged 22 run away never got a proper wedding ceremony.
3) Elder Daughter marriage broke in Shame at Age 27.
Janki’s key intention was always to use the girls for a leg up in Social Status and Crowd Pleasing but again it wasn’t just that, it was to get into a household where there will be no obstructions to her takeover, she didn’t care about love the girls may have for her partners, she systematically programmed them that is love is not enough but society status and crowd pleasing behavior is more appropriate. A total nut job but it is what it is. Those words above were told to me by Rosh during our initial meetings prior to marriage on the thought process of her mom.
Yet due to the interferences of her mother into our marriage the programming continued daily, making it difficult for Rosh to concentrate into any activity in the entire duration of her life.
Rosh has never been able to succeed at anything, spoon fed and bratty, entitled, doesn’t want to work, demanding gifts and then showing them off to her friends and family, who are in turn jealous for her and driven her into further bad decisions since they are ill intended beings, these karmic friends and family members also exposed within these pages remember you have no privacy, there is no defamation when the truth is spoken and your ill intentions are also exposed into the higher realms, and your result in the end is to face Judgement, Karma is real.
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